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toxic relationships.

new video on youtube :) toxic relationships

my thoughts

I have gone MIA these past days,
I think it’s healthy to be away for a while. To know where I stand, with myself and in other peoples life. I’ve been so caught up with the fear of getting hurt that I forgot how it is to genuinely be happy with someone, instead of catching myself every time I seem to fall for someone.
I look back and see that all my relationships have been so toxic and so unhealthy for me. I want to love myself again that way I know I’m capable of loving my partner 100%.

I have to say today while I was out just walking when I saw a old gay couple, the two man’s were atleast in their late 60’s I saw how much they laughed and I felt so warm just watching them. The simple thought that one day I’ll be able to look at my future wife and realize that I want to spend the rest of my life her is such a powerful feeling. Knowing theirs one soul in this world that is going to be treated like a queen, I will love this person more than anything that touches this earth. There will not be one flaw, or scar that I won’t touch with my lips because I will love every inch of you. God I can’t wait to meet my potential wife.

Drunk text me. Text me when the music is loud and there are girls dancing around you and you’re not quite coherent and you’re not quite yourself. Drunk text me that you love me or that you miss me or that I’m on your mind. Let the alcohol tell me all the things you won’t say sober.
(via xo-heatherhintz)
touchdisky:

by [luis]
kushandwizdom:

ThisLoveQuote
My mom taught me something about relationships when I was growing up. She told me to never be the one to love the other person more. I always thought that was odd. That was until I saw how my mom loved my dad more and let him leave bruises on her skin. That was until I found my best friend drunk, bleeding on her bathroom floor, because the boy she loved more broke her heart and left. That’s why when I start to fall I catch myself. I don’t want to be the one to love more because I’ve seen what that does to people. Oh, but god do I love you more.
silly little me (via merokok)
kushandwizdom:

I can relate to this
pizza-with-niall:

wafioso:

♔

*cute as a button, every single one of you*

pizza-with-niall:

wafioso:

*cute as a button, every single one of you*